The most rewarding part of the process was learning to write fiction and to do so alongside a great, if small cohort of people on the course with me, as well as wonderful staff and visiting writers to West Dean. Of course being accepted by a publisher was incredibly rewarding but it was sharing the process with other people on the same learning journey that stood out.
I was mostly motivated and inspired across the two years of the course and the two years subsequent to that during which I looked for an agent (unsuccessfully) and a publisher (with happy success). Of course there are down days when the words don’t come, or don’t come perfectly formed, or when your favourite words or paragraphs end up on the cutting room floor during the editing process, which I understand is a common experience. I kept my motivation alive by sitting down to write, every day, and especially through the West Dean alumni group who are an amazing group of people who are sharp in their critique and generous in their support.
I was an academic for over two decades at the London School of Economics and then moved into education leadership first at the University of Cape Town and then at the British Council. I have always written and am well published as a scholar, but writing fiction is another whole ball game. It was the pandemic and lockdown that gave me the time and inspiration to write a novel, and to learn to use my right brain alongside the left. This was no automatic switch but something I had to learn and I’m ever grateful to West Dean for that.